5 more days left

Hi everyone! I'm very very very sorry for my laziness with this blog. But maybe it's more rewading to read these markings once they are published if I publish them this seldom? ;) Haha. Anyways.

It's winter in Finland now and we just started our holidays. So long waited Xmas eve is after five days. How exciting! We even have got some snow here, and the temperature is about -20 every night. Just in time I have found a new hobby - Postcrossing. It's a system where you send and get cards to and from all over the world. Me and my sissy went to the town and bought some cards (nearly 40!!) today. I've never realized how beautiful cards are. I noticed myself picking one card, then seeing another, picking it too and so on. That's how we got that 40 cards afterall. Gosh. Now I should write five cards to different countries: Estonia, Uruguay, Germany, the Netherlands and the USA. Or actually four, since I've already written a card that goes to Germany. Luckily I have a lot of free time now so that I can write all those cards in a few days. Then I can start so receive some!

I have also created my very own account to Youtube. There you can find some of my recordings. Oh, and you know what! I bought a digital piano last weekend! With my own money... Geez, I don't have anything anymore... But it really was worth it. I have never seen or heard as beautiful sound as my lovely Clás (piano's name ;)) has. He's great.

But people, I never sent any photographs from our trip to Budapest. I'm sorry about that too. Therefore I decided to add some of them here now. I guess it's OK? Well, there you are. And everyone - have nice time waiting for Santa! <:)

Just some great news...

...that I had to post to my blog. It's been a while since my last post... I'm sorry about that. I'm just so lazy with this. It's probably clear, for I have three own blogs and three dogs' blogs to update regularly. You just cannot be on time everywhere.

But let's go to the news: I'm going to Hungary again! Please don't ask me why, because I have no clue. Or of course I know why ('cause I want to!), but how I got my mom to come with me. So yes, this time I'll be going only with mom. And to Budapest, not to Siófok or Balaton at all. Although I will push my mom to take a train with me and do a one-day trip to the "contryside", you know. To our own place. I wish we could visit the Csorbas, too, but that's not possible. Unfortunately. Anyway it's more than marvellous to go and see the autumn of Hungary - it seems to be such beautiful, at least in the photographs I've seen. It's kind of different comparing to Finland, as we have already had snow here. Yak!

I'm actually having my autumn breaks of school at the moment. And as you probably guess, I've just spent it in front of my laptop. Not that I haven't done anything here - I absolutely have: I changed the layout of our website, and now I am refreshing this personal blog and my Twitter profile, too. And as for Twitter, did you notice that black poll on the right hand side? I found this funny, little widget on Twitter and decided to add it here so that I wouldn't have to refresh this so often, but you guys could still know what's happening here. On second thoughts, I'm pretty sure there's no one following this blog, but whatever. It's just for my own fun that I'm writing here.

I suppose I'm ending this post now, but I'll be here again after one week, since I made sure our hotel has this wireless Internet connection ;) This lovely little computer travels with me again. It always does. So see you then - there'll be many photos again!

A change

Hmm... I lied a bit when I told I would write something on our first day out here. I didn't. Not even on the second or on the third day. But now. I just got these Internet keys so that's why.

From where should I start? At least I've understood something. Something has changed. I have changed during these two years. I remember the pain I've felt all this time, but now I feel like I have just wasted my time. I'm glad I came here. Otherwise I would have never got completely over this. Over him.

Still I must confess that I was quite excited this morning as I woke up hearing this loud noise. It was him driving the lawn. At the moment I realized it was him I was completely awake. I looked out of the window to see him the first time in two years (yes, the way this happened was quite different than I though it would be) and there he was. Wearing exactly the same kind of clothes he wore last time, looking exactly the same. The only thing that had changed was his hair - it was a bit longer. Now I've been seeing him a few times and his face is the same, his voice is the same, his look is the same. Even though this feels wonderful, something has changed. Somehow I find myself thinking: 'Is this really him? I spend so many nights and days thinking of him, I cried for him and all? He's the guy?' I don't think I'm in love with him anymore. It's been relieving to notice this, since I don't think my life will be Hell anymore, after coming back to Finland. I hope this won't change during these rest ten days (only ten days! I could live in here!).

We haven't really done anything yet. It's so hot out here, you cannot walk even one kilometer without sweating like never before. But next week we'll rent a car to see other places. Then I can maybe get a few photos, too. Mom has told everyone I've been studying Hungarian and now they all think I can really speak or write. I mean, I can though, but only a couple words! Still it's been great to notice some familiar words from the middle of the sentences and so on. I wish I could speak Hungarian properly some day... I thought I could come here next summer to work in Csorba's! ;) This place is so nice and they are so nice. It would be great to get to know him a bit more - but just like friends do, you know.

I'll be back in here next week, now I have to beat the family in Yatzy and Uno! Szia and greetings from Balatonszéplak! <3>

...and I just can't hide it.

Gosh I'm excited. I visited the school for choosing my courses today and now after the meeting with the principal...I feel just great. I was able to choose both German and Spain, but not only that I'll try to study Russian which is organized outside the school lessons. I'm glad I can stay in Loviisa so that I won't waste any time sitting on the bus. I also got this list of our books and the list is long ;) I wonder how much all these books will cost...

Have I already told you how amazing place this Flickr is? It's a website for photos and videos, and I have put some of my pics there, too. I was exploring other people's photos when I suddenly found some incredible shots from Hungary. The photos were just wonderful and now I've found out where they were taken at. Yet I haven't found out where exactly in Hungary those places are located, but I wish they weren't too far away from Balaton. I mean, once I'll take my big camera with me, it would be sooooo cool to get shots like them. I'm even more excited!

I kinda shouldn't be here for it's this late now, so I guess I have to go to sleep. I can't believe I'm having only five days left at work - and seven days left until the trip to Hungary! Sorry for this post, I'm just way too excited. Here are some of my shots in the forest yesterday. Thanks for coming with me, Fia! <3>

^ Meet my new friend, Szimón the Stone ;)